Friday, October 5, 2007
Hi, my name is....
Jennifer and I'm an alcoholic. This is a true statement. I am okay until I have that first drink. When I have that first sip, I just know, I will not stop until I'm trashed and then I'll STILL keep going. I don't know what to do.....I know I have issues but why is it I cannot stop. Maybe I need God in my life. I've been seriously considering going back to church. Not a catholic church of course....maybe a Christian church. I'm currently reading a Christian book right now. It's actually interesting. Of course it's not a page turner like my James Patterson books but I am VERY interested in reading it. I have a "friend" at work who has said she'd like to see me at her church. I think I will go in a few weeks. I have to work my way up to it.....but in the long run, I think it will be good. I wish I could say I drink to forget things....this is true but I drink because I LIKE to drink. This is bad and I know it........well gotta go to get my drink on.........until our next meeting. Take care my friends.
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I love to drink. I'm sure other people don't like it when I drink. Not only do I get louder (it is possible) I get very obnoxious. Once the alcohol comes out there's no such thing as just one with me. Before I know it I've had at least 3 shots or 5 margaritas. I'm not an alchy. But when I do drink I don't drink in moderation. Unless it's at home..lol Makes no sense.
p.s. I will join you for church.
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